The Displaced Topologies collection, created as the practice-based MFA thesis studio work, comprises three distinct bodies of work that explore the concept of belonging to disparate cultures: Sediments of Time, Remnants of Time, and Haphazard Structures. The project examines storytelling, ancestry, deep history, displacement, borders, hard and soft man-made structures, records of fractures, falling apart and rebuilding.

Installation photo by Rachel Topham.

Artist Statement

STORY OF STRUCTURES

I grew up doodling on my father’s mechanical engineering textbooks, and sewing clothes using patterns from my mother’s fashion magazines. As an artist, I favour compositions where the whole consists of tailored parts, forming a structure akin to a blueprint, reflecting my need to make things work and create order out of chaos. My worldview lends to structural symbols reminiscent of maps, archives, borders, and walls. Walls often come up in my narratives. I remember the walls torn down, the walls I have repaired, and the walls of monuments crumbling under the sediments of history. I remember the belief in building a new world for a better future. Much happens in the world while the walls go up and down haphazardly, with their unanticipated agency.

Home Abroad (2023) and Morning Star (2024) are experimental artworks that paved the path for the Sediments of Time series. The sewn canvas collages approach evokes a relocated kind of life where the parts may originate from different cultural worldviews, forming something new. Minimalist compositions are juxtaposed with the chaotic, galactic-looking patterns, which signify making order out of chaos, akin to making a home in the pandemonium of a displaced life. The gray pockmarked, splattered textures relate to spatial and temporal topologies, the earth’s agency, broken-up grids, blasts and spillages, slow sedimentations, and the aftermaths of cataclysms. On the human scale, this texture evokes man-made concrete structures and the surface of rocks formed by the forces of nature. The circular forms, vessel-like shapes, and watery patterns, perhaps symbolize journeys toward a new homeland.

Sediments of Time (2024-2025) is a group of canvas collage paintings on stretched canvases hung in a bricolage pattern. The wall of paintings is a metaphor for walls as transient structures encrusted with history. It represents the complex wall we carry within ourselves, formed by history, cultural identity, and hopes for the future. The works in this series interpret the internal displacement as dynamic, constantly folding and unfolding. I think of this work as psychological, archeological, and historical. The surface of the canvas is interrupted by tearing, fraying, and layering, evoking trauma but also breakthroughs and new perspectives. Three-dimensional forms of folded textiles are flattened into patterns through line drawing, repetition, collaging, and removing the shapes, which are positioned into a lineup of alphabet-like symbols that articulate dynamic gestures evocative of pictorial writing. The symbols appear to perform a linked dance or a ceremony. This process represents migrations as a motif rather than a singular event. To further explore how dynamic gestures could be incorporated into the medium of canvas collage, I introduce three-dimensionality through sculpted inserts, some sunken, others distended, bringing up metaphorical questions of what should remain flat, what should protrude or recede in my cultural narratives. More broadly, thinking about the history of migrations, the three-dimensionality metaphorizes the agency of past worlds folded within the future ones, examined from the perspective of deep history and microscopically, looking at what is here now.

The Four Buildings (2025) diptych references the roof shapes of four specific utilitarian buildings from my two homelands, suturing the distant cultures within a unified context. One pair of rooflines represents the travelling hubs I have frequented, both having the power to facilitate and disrupt migrations. The other pair represents the universities I have attended in the two countries, homes of enlightenment, disillusion, and activism. Each pair of buildings connects geographies and power structures of travel and education in Serbia and Canada in an upside-down way, as one may think of them being on opposite sides of the globe, world politics, and positions of power.

STORY OF GRAY

I am often asked about my life in Yugoslavia, if I am a Serb or Croat, if I condone war, if my family is well. A Canadian colleague told me about his memory of travelling to Eastern Europe, recalling it as a place full of sad, gray people. I remember my childhood as joyful and full of wonder, although the colours of my childhood home, the buildings, the clothes, and even my toys were subdued compared to what I see now in Canada. The people behaved differently in public, enacting a performative discipline that would translate as excessive sternness or sadness to an outsider. But there was the red of the communist banners, the women’s day carnations, pioneer bandanas, and roses for birthdays and anniversaries. Red was the favourite colour of my beautiful, gray people.

Remnants of Time (2025) is a series of woven human-sized banner-like artworks. The woven pieces with warp/weft structures manipulated by tangling, unravelling, and pooling refer to the soft structures experienced in intimate places and symbolize the management of adverse situations within ourselves. Each piece features a representation of a topography, including my torn-apart former homeland, the dry-blood-coloured land of my mother’s family, the map of my birth city on the river Danube, and the blueprints of my Serbian and Canadian homes juxtaposed as a storytelling foil. Although these woven pieces are reminiscent of political banners, scrolls, and proclamations, they embody humanity through their scale, the pooling of blood-like threads, their companionable arrangement, and their attempt to repair themselves. They anchor how one places oneself in history while showing the turmoil, shifting, and uprooting. We are all remnants of times in how we carry our locations, geologies, histories, blood and genes as our lives unfold.

STORY OF THREADS

My mother grew up in rural eastern Serbia, in the post-WWII poverty and enthusiasm for rebuilding the People’s Republic of Yugoslavia. Her people grappled with a complex system of beliefs, a mix of Slavic Paganism, Orthodox Christianity, and newly introduced Communism. When my mother was twelve, she was an apprentice to a healer known as the Village Witch. As a child, I pestered my mother to remember what she had learned from the healer, but all she could recall was the chant, “white thread, red thread, black thread.” There is a belief in rural Serbia that a piece of red thread tied around a baby’s hand is protection from evil spirits. Although my mother was a passionate communist and non-believer in superstitions, she was an avid sewer, knitter, crocheter, and embroiderer. The women from her family were known as excellent weavers. Where I come from, being a woman means having a deep understanding of thread crafts. I am grateful to my ancestors for passing on this beautiful and essential technology to me.

Haphazard Structures (2024-2025) are mixed media drawings on unframed raw canvas off-cuts. This body of work examines physical structures, such as buildings, and conceptual ones, such as bureaucratic structures, related to migrations. These constructs carry marks of disruptive events and slow decay that change them over time. The resulting haphazardness symbolizes the never-ending chain of destruction and rebuilding of a displaced life. While the use of frayed canvas remnants and the gesture of previously sewn and torn-off elements relate to the displacement events, the line drawings and embroidery serve as a slow, reverent observation of the cyclical making and remaking. This work historicizes lived experience and lends texture and encrustation of history to the original objects that inspired the work. The materials reflect my need for frugality and repurposing, and the scarcity mentality familiar to many migrants. The government seal on my immigration document is interpreted through unfinished embroidery, for which I used the thread from a big bag of embroidery floss remnants I inherited from my mother. This combination of materials is a symbolic continuation of the lines my mother and I used in our respective artistic practices, connecting the fragile family structure to the artwork.

STORY OF HERITAGE

The hand-woven textiles inherited from my mother's family travelled with me when I immigrated to Canada. As a child, my grandmother's blankets surrounded me; I sat and walked on them, was cocooned in them, and fell asleep under them more times than I can remember. They kept me warm and mesmerized me with their beauty. There is no apparent purpose for my heritage textiles here in Canada. They live folded in boxes, in danger of being forgotten and damaged, but they are never silent. They whisper, murmur, and sing to me in their language of colours, textures, patterns, and shapes.